It's official! i am an emotional masochist. Yip there comes a time in one's life when you realise that you just can't be happy - infact you won't allow yourself to be happy. it comes a nocking on your door but you just kick it in the groin.
the reason for my epiphany is a situation with a man once again. You geuessed it, a man wants to be with me and i'm not very enthusiastic. the man is the ex. yes one and the same ex i thought was the end of me. well he came crawling back and i thought it was a good thing, but alas, i have no feelings of euphoria.